Being Impulsive!

insyaAllah I am going to travel (again?)  tomorrow early morning to see my beloved high school best friend. I am so impulsive. I was thinking about it yesterday, bought the ticket just now, and leaving (insyaAllah) tomorrow. Please doakan semua okay ye and moga Allah permudahkann! Ameen ya rabb. :DD

Allah will provide.

Assalam hi semua!

Apa kabar? Alhamdulillah saya sihat! and I am here at Peterborough, all by myself for shadowing week insyaAllah as a future foundation year one doctor very soon (Tak percaya!). So nak dijadikan ceritakan I was really bored hari sabtu coz I didnt turn up to the hospital for one day and a half before. 

Saturday. 15 June 2014. 

I need to get some groceries dekat ASDA. ASDA itu ala ala Tesco, tapi lagi murahlah. Ingat nak naik bus sebab malas jalan kaki and taktahu jalan. Ada je GPS tapi battery iphone ni cepat mati so better naik bus. Tengah2 jalan sekali nampak one Pakistani lady dengan budak budak, tengah tolak pushchair baru lepas keluar from restaurant. 

So, tanya dia, 

Me  :               "Mana bus stop nak pergi ASDA? Saya baru seminggu duk sini so blur teramat."

Dia  :               "Laa awat nak nek bus, jalan kaki jee. Jom jalan sekali, saya nak pergi area sana."

So berjalanlah kami bersama sama, meriah rasanya sebab budak2 tuh asik main je, lari sini sana. Biasalah budak budak. Dalam borak borak tu, dia ajak datang Mehfil-e-Zikr. Macam majlis dzikir-dzikir selawat dekat rumah mak dia esok harinya (hari ini; Ahad). So, from nak pergi ASDA tadi, pergi fun fair. Seronok gaklah. Sempat naik satu game. ya Allah sebenarnye memang dahsyat gak ah bila fikir game itu macam mana. Memang pusing, 360 degree. Tak cukup benda itu pusing, kerusi kita duduk pun pusing sekali. So bila dah habis game macam pening kepala,ambil keputusan balik, on the way balik pergi ASDA.

PICS

Meet Nabila, Aisya and Ismail!

So many swans!

Gaya mak mak dah haha

Meet Nabila and Hamzah!

 Nampak benda paling tinggi itu? Itu yang orang naik. Benda itu berayun and pusing 360 darjah. Seats dia pusing 360 darjah  gak!.

Sunday. 16 June 2014.

Okay then hari ini. Alhamdulillah pergilah majlis itu. Ya Allah, segan mak aiii. Semua perempuan tapi semuanya mostly dah berumur and tak pandai cakap English. Haha. Aku seorang Malaysian tak ada bangsa lain kecuali Pakistani. Aku banyak sengih je (sorry bajet comel) sebab tak tahu nak cakap apa. Dengar dia orang cakap tapi obviously tak paham dia orang cakap Urdu. But aku sedar satu benda lah, sedar betapa indahnya Islam. Tak kisahlah aku faham bahasa dia orang ke tak tapi end of the day kalau buat majlis dzikir selawat ke apa masing masing use the same language. Arab. Masing2 menyembah Tuhan dan Rasul yang sama, Allah dan Muhammad. Lepas dah habis, makan makan sikit. Roti, kuah and curry. Makcik makcik situ semua impressed and excited bila aku sebut dal sebab tak sangka aku tahu. (Orang Melayu makan kuah dal kot).

Lessons learned.

I didnt go out much, keluar pun pergi hospital and hari itu explore town centre. I said to my mum, this is a very new place, I know no one here. Orang tak berani merayau sangat and if keluar pun untuk beli groceries, and macam seorang seorang, x best sangat. 

Guess what? Little that we knew, mashaAllah Allah let me met this lady. Bukan setakat this lady je,  through her I met her mum, children, sisters and her friends too! Tak sangka langsung! Itulah, Allah nak tunjukkan kekuasaanNya. Kadang benda kita dah memang dah tahu Allah Maha Pemberi apa semua tapi Allah bagi kita suatu jalan cerita yang kadang macam tak sangka eh Allah letak suprise rupanya. Suprise ini bukan saja saja tapi untuk upgrade keyakinan kita yang plateu phase lama sangat, as a reminder that He will provide no matter what. No matter how impossible it seems.He knows what we dont know.

Love, 

Najah

25th birthday!

Alhamdulillah ya rabb! Happy birthday to me!

Ya Allah tak percaya dah 25 tahun ini. Every year kalau birthday mesti tulis something dekat blog. Tahun ini alhamdulillah celebrate dekat rumah! Rumah in Malaysiaa! :) not dalam bilik seorang seorang and just waiting the time to pass by.

Alhamdulillah feels so good to receive soo many warm wishes and suprisingly tahun ini banyak dapat personal wishes from my friends. Banyak through whatsapp, fb and phone texts. And also banyak through fb posts specifically dedicated for me! Rasa special gituu. Alhamdulillah soo lucky to have them <3 .="" nbsp="" p="">

And I celebrated my birthday with my family twice today.Lunch makan dekat restoran Chinese Muslim and dinner makan dekat Nando's. Sekarang macam tak reti nak blog dah rasa. Sebab jammed taktahu nak tulis apa ni. Well sebenarnyaaaa tengah fikir macam macam sikit dalam kepala ini. Right now hidup dekat Malaysia macam fantasy. But very soon I ll be back to London which is exciting but. Entah.

It ll be so hard to leave my family behind. Nak pulak dah ada Adam ini. And soooo many things need to be done once I am back there. Skang kalau terfikir pun still I dont wanna think about it. One of my weaknesses is I am quite expressive. So if bila happy u can really see me being happy. When I am thinking a lot, I still can smile, laugh and pretend as if there was nothing happen but its just I dont talk and smile as much as I normally do. Awak pun macam tuh? Ehhh samalah kita! Sep sket :p.

Anywayy, plss keeep me in ur dua! May Allah gives us strength to deal with whatever will come in the future! Whatever Allah want to happen will happen no matter what, no matter how worried someone can be! Yeayy Dah habis belajar ni, bukan setakat dapat lesen degree but dapat lesen untuk mendirikan masjid gak! Gituuuu :p

Okay need to go now. Take care! Moga bertambah iman dari hari ke hari. Ameen ya rabb! 

Boston-New York-Washington-London-KL

Assalam! 

Alhamdulillah.. I am a doctor now. Alhamdulillah, my brother managed to get straight A's in his SPM. And this at very hour, I am currently in Washington, waiting for my flight going back to London after being in States for almost 16 days. :D Then, insyaAllah catching a flight back to Malaysia on the next day. Yeay!

My heart flutters so much thinking about insyaAllah for my very first meeting with my very 1st nephew, Baby Adam! Yeayyy! I look at his photos most of the days. And now he is 5 month- old.Haha ketagih sangat dah najah ni.

I ll be back insyaAllah very soon to talk about my travelling experience in States,Turkey and Jordan this year.See you insyaAllah very soon. Please make dua I arrive from Washington-Detroit-London Malaysia safely, ameeen. 

:D 

The beauty of Al-Quran.

Luqman: verse 15.

"وصا حبهما في الد نيا معروفا "

With direct translation, this ayah does not only mean to just be good to parents in this world. But the real meaning of this arabic verse is to be concerned constantly on what they need in their life and to provide the needs even before they ask. MashaAllah. Allah is the greatest. So specific and detail. This is one the beauty of Al quran in arabic language.

Integrity

Integriti adalah bagaimana kita mampu melayan seseorang walaupun dia tidak mempunyai sebarang kepentingan kepada diri kita.

Final exam

26th January 2014: 50 days before my final exam of medical school.

MashaAllah. Time flies too fast. The sentence I always repeat to myself or any people who I met after I havent seen them for quite some time.

I had a very intense weekend, 2 days of Dr Clarke's Medicine and Surgery Course. This weekend is the most productive weekend ever in my medical school, academically.Magic. Haha.

Tomorrow is my GP intro day. For another 6 weeks. Then study break. Then exam. Then Spring Break Holiday. Then Elective. Then insyaAllah, graduation day.

Please make dua I ll be more focus in my studies. The nearer the exam is, the tempation to do other things other than studying is getting higher too! 

Tak boleh camne Najah. Dah Najah. Okay, I need to go. Take care. Wassalam.